Random list of Q's

I've had a lot happening since the last post but I'm just so bad at updating right now. I don't know why. Just being lazy all over. Or overly busy. One day, my friend, one day, will be the day I'll write a proper post. But I can tell you about my current situation. I just realized that I have SO SO MUCH school work to do. It's unbelieveable, but the upcoming next 4 weeks will be hell. Yeah, I'll suffer till the end of the semester. No rest after that, no. Why? Because I'll work on my summer job immediately after school is finished. What summer job? Biomedical scientist at the biggest hospital in the county! In the area of clinical chemistry.

Now, to the boring nobody-cares-list:

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? - I'm not a smoker, so I'm good.

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? - Taken!

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Well, thank you list.

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? Noee!

5: Are you interested in anyone right now? Besides my bf? Nope.

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Nothing! Studies and more studies! Kill me! :D

7: Do you want to be single? Sometimes, when we fight.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night? Do I have an option? I came home late at night, dead tired after travelling across half of the country!

9: How late did you stay up last night? Went to bed quite early! 23.30 ish?

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? Meeting my current bf?

11: Last three things you had to drink? Water, juice... Maybe coffee, only to stay awake.

12: Have you pretended to like someone? No, but I am very tolerant and show a lot of respect. Even to those who dont deserve it.

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? no

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? -.- 

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Depends. If its a long, serious relationship then yeah, otherwise nope (incl. beloved friends). Only guys can make me like this :/

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? No

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? having lunch at school

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? No, its Monday. But yesterday, yes :>

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Probably, if I had to. But nothing I'd prefer

20: What would you name your future daughter? My little husky puppy... I dont know.

21: Do you miss anyone? A bit yeah

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? No

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? No

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? Depends on the person. You know, some people you have to, others its easier to.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? Sure..

26: Who did you last see in person? A buddy 

27: Are you listening to music right now? Yeah, newly found song, which is old but: Despina Vandi- Come along now

28: What is something you currently want right now? Die.

29: What is the last thing you said out lot? I dont know? HAHAÖ

30: How is your heart lately? Ok? Its beating properly as far as I know. In love? YEah its ok.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? All hoods are too small and therefore ugly on my head.

32: Are you wearing socks? Yeah, too often

33: What do people call you? Soffan, soof. Its kinda hard to keep up with that

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I always do that

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? ha.ha. If you knew. YOu'd wish death to take you. 

36: Who did you last share a bed with? A loved one

37: Did you do something bad today? Too much candy in my tummy

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Yesterday. I said bye and left town. 

39: Do you get stressed out easily? Thats part of my life right now

40: Will you sing today? Dont think so

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? Depends on the person.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? Mostly Malin

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? Thank God no

44: What are you listening to right now? Still the same song as mentioned before, Despina Vendi

45: What is wrong with you right now? I'm procrastinating

46: What is on your wrists right now? nothing really

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? In VN! 

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? I'd take hot choco. love that! Gotta make some after finishing this list.

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? Never done, try to when I see it, but.. Nah.

50: Are you a good artist? In what form? I mean.. Im ok. 

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? Depends. But pure love is ofc.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? Cant recall sh*t. But probably not

53: Ever been on a golf cart? YEAH its awesome!

54: Do you have trust issues? Not usually..?

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? Not all night, aint nobody got time fo' dat! But for hours yes.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? We dont have that here

57: Do you use chap stick? Who doesnt?

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? Sure!

59: Do you have a little sister? NOOEEEEE, Stupid questions down here, right mate?!

60: Have you ever been to New York? I'd love to. But no

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yeah, totally

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes, a lot ^^

63: What were you doing at midnight last night? In bed, about to sleep, surfing a bit on the iPod

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Yeah. Speaking of this! me and malin were talking about..!

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes :)

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? -

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? Damn this shits getting annoying

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? Both

69: Will next Friday be a good one? Shaddap. No.

It's over. For now.

I had the exam in pathology during Friday. It was probably the worse I've ever experienced. Maybe it is the worse... Because I only slept 30 mins that night. Yeah, I went to bed at like 5:30 but couldnt fall asleep until like 20 mins later and the exam was at 8 AM. I had one cup of coffee that night, felt how my head went heavy by the time I was going to bed. Then I couldnt fall asleep because of the coffee still having an effect, apparently, plus I was thinking about everything in life... I managed to fall asleep and wake up, that was only a nap. Not a "good nights sleep". When I woke up I felt like shit. My head was spinning, I couldnt think straight. I felt like I was drunk. Seriously. Don't recommend this method at all. I took another coffee, hoping my dizziness would ease and I'd remember what I studied. On the spot of the exam I realized I couldn't think. And that's when I totally gave up on life. I knew I was in a bad condition before the exam, the time after the nap, but on the spot I was gone. So yeeaah... I had no energy or memory to think at all. Hopefully I'll never experience that shit ever again. My tummy ached a lot too because of the coffee, I didn't have anything else down there except for coffee.

That was when the sun rose and I was still studying...

Afterwards, to forget the depression or hopelessness I decided to hang out with Victoria this evening. We  went to Systemet and I bought my first alcohol, ended up with a regular Absolut Vodka. How sad. We then ended up having a couple of drinks in a park in the evening and talked and talked for hours. We started at 19 and went home at like 23. It was deadly cold when it was dark, so damn cold!! Notice, this is the first time I hung out with Victoria, excluding the small chats we've had in school, and the fact that we clicked pretty well on the first time is nice. 

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Oh, I also received my very first Glossybox this week, nice.

What Do Strangers Think Of You?

What happens during a Heart Attack?

I sometimes use YouTube for my studies and as I was studying heart diseases I stumbled upon this video of what happens during a heart attack. It's an amazing overview of what happens and it helped me learn the overview of it. The video is so amazing, touching, fascinating, scary, epic, everything! Mostly wow! WOW, like.. Wow, as for the understanding. How we understand how the body works. It's so damn amazing that we know what happens during diseases and I am so grateful to be a student of this topic!!

EN SKAM FÖR SVERIGE

Yesterday me, Leo and Fidde went to Gothenburg later on the day to see Magnus Betnér and Soran Ismail.

The day started with me lying in bed for maybe 3 hrs after waking up. Then I called Jalle and asked if I could borrow his apartment for the night, he was gonna leave for Sthlm so it was the perfect place for me. You'll see why I did this later in the text.

At around 3 PM we took off from Dalvik. Went to Jaders' place, grabbed the keys, left my backpack with school books for the day after, forgot my sandwiches in my bag in the 500 + degrees apartment and realizing that like 1 hr later and was afraid my sandwiches would grow mushrooms. Anyway, we took off and stopped quickly in Vårgårda because Fidde needed to grab something at his place, then we also went to Leos' place and I got to see his house and quickly greet with his dad who suddenly appeared. Then we headed to Alingsås where we grabbed some food and continued to Gothenburg by train. By this time we had less than an hour till the show starts. As we arrived to Gothenburg we had no clue of where the bus was. After a bit of stress and asking we found our bus, hopped on it, went and then ran quickly to Draken. Leo was amazed how we managed. Because when we were waiting for the bus in Centralen we had 15 mins before the show would start, hence a bit of stress. But we managed to get there in time. And so beautifully went to our front seats. This is why we chose Gothenburg and not Jkpg. Yes the guys, Betner and Ismail visited Jkpg on their tour but there were too bad seats in Jkpg.

In the porjector screen there were a twitter feed with the hashtag "enskam". Basically people from the audience could tweet, hashtag it and the stuff would appear on the screen for everyone to see. Leo did it and it appeared!

Gothenburg! I've been here so many times, at the Central, but I've never acutally been around the city, so it was now the first time.

I was so excited to see Betner in real form! He was the first one to go out and damn how I felt my heart pump outta my body when he appeared. I was ecstatic, I was high on endorphines, I felt like I wanted to burst out in tears, just scream out loud. Euphoric moment. He was shorter than I thought, a bit shorter. But still the good ol' Betner. It was... Wow. Just wow.

He was his usual self. You know. Everything. Screaming, moving around, complaining in his way ;) I was a bit surprised that he might be an introvert. He's more of a chill guy than I thought. Hated "föräldrarmöte", became very stressed by that, and "föräldrarfest". These stuff hooked me.   

Then it was time for Soran Ismail to come out! He was better than I thought. Very funny and very calm. He didn't walk around the stage as Betner did. He just stood there and talked calmly. Anyway, the material both had, or what Ismail had, the humour was very similar to Betners'. I've never heard anything about Ismail before so I don't know anything about his humour but since the two guys are touring together I'd assume their humour should be similar. I like how they joked about each other as an intro. 

When the show was over it was like 22.10. 

Empty Gbg at night

Fidde was gonna sleep over in Gothenburg at a friends' place so me and Leo had to take a bus home to Jkpg. Here I found a credit card, someone forgot. Brought it with us to Jkpg and today we handed it in to the bank. Haha I wonder what the owner would think... "I live in Gbg, what the heck is my card doing in Jkpg?" The bus went at 23.20 and we were in Jkpg at 01.30 in the night. No local buses, nothing. We were both peeish, so we decided to go to school! Haha wut? School is available for all students 24/7. So yeah, we visited school during the night. It's pretty with all the lights. But literally the whole city was asleep. Totally empty streets.

Creepy

Now this is where the benefit of Jaders' apartment comes in. 20 min walk compared to 40 min to my house. On my way home I was creeped out.. I've never been afraid of the dark, especially outdoors. If I'm creeped out it'd be at home, but never outdoors! But this time... The city, school, streets were so empty, quiet and dark. Every dark corner was creepy. Everything on the windows sticking out were creepy. As I was walking a car with some dumbasses passed me and a guy screamed out thorugh the window. Remember how creeped out I was during this time? Yepp. My reaction was a damn ass loud scream. The whole effing neighbourhood could hear me. I heard the guys laugh in the car, I mean who wouldnt? And as a reflex I quickly screamed "Fuck you!" Hahahah????? So: "AAAAHHHHHH!!!! FUCK YOUUUU!" Fortunately it's not some ghetto in here so the guys didn't turn back to get me as I cursed them. Don't even think they heard me curse them since they were quite far away. Or did they? : > 

When I came "home" I was dead tired, I was already damn tired on the bus! But how I had 5hrs to sleep, school at 9 AM. And here I am. 5hrs always makes me overly energetic. Maybe it's my ideal amout of sleep to function well? Cause I feel like I have lots of energy and I can do whatever. But now I'm super hungry. Bye.

West side story 8

Heeeyyyaaaahhh! I didn't think I'd post stuff now because of the post before this one. But I've decided to wrote about the stuff I was supposed to, why, because I will forget more and more detalis as time goes.

So last week I went to my bf's place and stayed there for five days. There's not a lot you can do there since it's a very small town. Most of the time we spent the day fishing outdoors. Other studd we did was spending a lot of money on food, because we didn't cook. There was a newly opened Sushi bar in town and we went there to eat like three days in a row. Izlum also knew the people there so we got a bit of discount. In the evening we'd spend watching movies. I finally got to see Paranormal Activity: The Marked Ones. It wasn't the best, but which PA movie is?

On my birthday we went for a long walk to the outskirt of town, behind a mountain, a new place to go fishing, grill and just chill out. This weekend and especially my birthday was a really hot day, the sun was blazing. It was daymn hot at the place we arrived to. There were literally no shadow at all. I hid under Izs' sweater and that helped a lot. But I was unable to do anything, any single movement and I'd be exposed to hot hot sunlight. Oh, and we arrived right before 12, middle of the day. Just imagine the sun on you. I got a slight tan on my hands. Iz on the other hand didn't mind the sun at all, just going on with whatever he was going while I sat there like a statue for hours, waiting for the sun to cool down as the hours passed, THEN I could move and start living. 

Anyway, the walk to this place was the most annoying part. We went like mountain climbing. It was a new, unknown way we were going to, so.. We took whatever path we saw would be the fastest way to our goal. We climbed steep mountain sides with very heavy bags on our arms and shoulders. It was sweaty and exhausting but one thing I always fear are the insects and specifically ticks. I don't know if they're "awake" at this time of the yeat, but I damn assumed they were since it's spring time. But yeah, ticks. I had borrelia last year and I daymn didn't wanna catch that shit again. 

All in all. It was a good time. Good month. Now on my last week I have to study.  But here's a photo bomb. Random order. I'll soon tell about what happened yesterday.. When I was in Gothenburg.

It was so sunny and I was unable to see my iPod screen and so I assumed I took a normal picture until I saw this. Every picture I took from this place ended up with a huge finger in front of the lens

I'm alive!

Hello there,

I haven't been able to post a lot as you've seen. Well, that's only because I have a lot going on right now! Last week I was away at my bf's place on da wezzt side of Sweden for five days. I had my birthday during that time and other stuff going on which I'll be posting more about in the future.

Today will be a hectic day too since I'll be on a road trip to Gothenburg to see my beloved Magnus Betnér! And I'll be at home at like... 2 AM! With a lecture at 9 in the morning :'D Kill me :'D More on this later.

Then the last thing why I'll be shitty at posting later on is the exam. It's coming up. In fact, it's in one week and one day from this day, so.. 2nd of May. I can't promise I'll be posting anything before that exam. Sorry. But me and exams are always enemies during the course and then suddenly on the last week we declare war and it becomes a war zone here at my place.

Taken when I was on the west side, out in the heat