Day 09 - I wish to experience this again
I'd say different periods of my life. High school, the Vietnam trips... But otherwise... Right now at this moment in life, I'd like to experience freedom, happiness and butterflies in my tummy. Sounds so cliche. But it's really important right now.
This was a really short answer, but whatever.
NEEEXT...
Day 10 - Five words that best describe me
This is just how I see myself:
#1 Calm: Yeah, I can tolerate a lot, and my mood is quite stable.
#2 Passionate: I have an inner flame. Once I'm interested or hooked to something, I would do anything for it.
#3 Laugh too much: I don't know, I think I'm dry and people just amuse me, a lot amuses me. Which, I guess, is a good feature. To be easily amused and smile a lot, even though I don't feel well.
#4 Crazy: I don't think I'm literally crazy like some people can be. But I definitely have a weird, crazy side, an adventurous soul. An inner need to do shit that most people wouldn't think of doing.
#5 Easy going: I just don't care about a lot of small things. I can go with the flow and just do whatever. I also forgive and forget easily. I'm just strolling through life without caring too much. This doesn't mean I never care or I never have troubles. Of course I do. But sometimes people have a hard time of letting go of smaller things.
Day 11 - This makes me upset
Probably stupid people. Not just any type of stupidity. But the one that is totally incredibly stupid. Someone that says stupid comments, someone that's bullshitting, someone who doesn't know fundamental communication, etc. Much more. It's your average idiot I'm talking about. And also Kim Kardashian upsets me.
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Day 08 - An awkward moment
So, I know I've missed a whole week of posting. But trust me, I really have my reasons... I have a lot of stress and a lot going on right now. It's not just school but shit has happened. But hey, at least I can blog how much I want on this 31 days list. I'll try to catch up.
Day 08 - An awkward moment
Awkward and fun as hell. You know those few moments in life where you laugh so hard that your abs will get muscle sores, and how you literally feel like a firework, just exploding out of laughter. Well, these were one of the moments.
Me and my ex had decided to meet up and have a last talk about our relationship. This was at the end of it all. We met up on the stairs in high school and talked and talked for a long time.
I really felt that my tummy was gaseous and annoyed and I was able to hold it in for several times. But suddenly, out of nowhere a burst of a loud fart shook the whole scene. The thing is, I never felt it coming, my muscles totally failed me. I was surprised myself that it was able to come out! I laughed and laughed but my serious ex just had a sad smile on his face and said "it's okay". I could stand there for hours and laugh but needed to cool down for the sake of my ex. When we were done me and Diana and Sauma were in the Curie corridor and I told them what happened and my ex's reaction and all three of us busted out laughing like never before. I fell on the floor, lying there just bursting out.
It probably doesn't sound very funny on text but this was pretty awkward for me but I'm turning it into something funny.
Day 08 - An awkward moment
Awkward and fun as hell. You know those few moments in life where you laugh so hard that your abs will get muscle sores, and how you literally feel like a firework, just exploding out of laughter. Well, these were one of the moments.
Me and my ex had decided to meet up and have a last talk about our relationship. This was at the end of it all. We met up on the stairs in high school and talked and talked for a long time.
I really felt that my tummy was gaseous and annoyed and I was able to hold it in for several times. But suddenly, out of nowhere a burst of a loud fart shook the whole scene. The thing is, I never felt it coming, my muscles totally failed me. I was surprised myself that it was able to come out! I laughed and laughed but my serious ex just had a sad smile on his face and said "it's okay". I could stand there for hours and laugh but needed to cool down for the sake of my ex. When we were done me and Diana and Sauma were in the Curie corridor and I told them what happened and my ex's reaction and all three of us busted out laughing like never before. I fell on the floor, lying there just bursting out.
It probably doesn't sound very funny on text but this was pretty awkward for me but I'm turning it into something funny.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Day 07 - I regret this
Day 07 - I regret this
I had never regretted things and I generally don't.
But I regret punching bitches in the face if they've hurted me deeply, and there's two individuals in my life that I truly think deserve a death sentence. It's mostly because they have never heard the word "apologize". I haven't done shit to them, I'm a good person, I'm nice and respectful to people but haters gonna hate, because I know these people, deep down, want something from me. To like them back, to seek confirmation from me, to get a reaction from me.
Haters gonna hate.
And I have something that they want. So there's two reactions, 1. You let it be. 2. You eff up the person you envy. And these two people chose #2 and used it on me. I kept my head high and heart hard as stone when they kept punching me. But when the punching is over and you relax, that's when you start to soften up, you start to think and feel again. And that's when the regret hit me. Why didn't I do anything? I think I did the right thing despite the regret. I was mature, didn't start any drama and such.
I didn't start any drama because I know, arguing with these two people will be like arguing to a wall. Stupid people will always be stupid and their mouths will never shut up. On the other hand, why don't more sensible people sew the stupid people mouths shut? That's where the regret sits.
But then we have this power that I believe in, karma. And guess what, I have seen how karma fucked these people that I deeply loathe. Even though I would have liked to use karma on my fist to punch these people and express my anger, I actually think that mental fuck up would be better. And THAT, my folks, is what is going on with these people. :)
I don't condone corporal punishment but sometimes that's all that's needed for someone to wake up and realize what they're doing.
But I don't want these two to understand, I like seeing them cringe in agony and I find pleasure in seeing their lives fuck up right in front of them. I didn't need to do shit, because their stupidity caused it themselves.
Give respect, get respect. - Mr. Taylor.
I had never regretted things and I generally don't.
But I regret punching bitches in the face if they've hurted me deeply, and there's two individuals in my life that I truly think deserve a death sentence. It's mostly because they have never heard the word "apologize". I haven't done shit to them, I'm a good person, I'm nice and respectful to people but haters gonna hate, because I know these people, deep down, want something from me. To like them back, to seek confirmation from me, to get a reaction from me.
Haters gonna hate.
And I have something that they want. So there's two reactions, 1. You let it be. 2. You eff up the person you envy. And these two people chose #2 and used it on me. I kept my head high and heart hard as stone when they kept punching me. But when the punching is over and you relax, that's when you start to soften up, you start to think and feel again. And that's when the regret hit me. Why didn't I do anything? I think I did the right thing despite the regret. I was mature, didn't start any drama and such.
I didn't start any drama because I know, arguing with these two people will be like arguing to a wall. Stupid people will always be stupid and their mouths will never shut up. On the other hand, why don't more sensible people sew the stupid people mouths shut? That's where the regret sits.
But then we have this power that I believe in, karma. And guess what, I have seen how karma fucked these people that I deeply loathe. Even though I would have liked to use karma on my fist to punch these people and express my anger, I actually think that mental fuck up would be better. And THAT, my folks, is what is going on with these people. :)
I don't condone corporal punishment but sometimes that's all that's needed for someone to wake up and realize what they're doing.
But I don't want these two to understand, I like seeing them cringe in agony and I find pleasure in seeing their lives fuck up right in front of them. I didn't need to do shit, because their stupidity caused it themselves.
Give respect, get respect. - Mr. Taylor.
Man Dives into an Exploding Volcano
Volcanos are the earth's pimples.
Here's an epic video of a human being really close to the pimple.
"Kourounis is an adventurer and storm chaser who specializes in documenting extreme weather conditions. With fellow explorer and filmmaker Sam Cossman, the pair climbed deep into the Marum crater, located in an active volcano on the South Pacific's Vanuatu archipelago."
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Day 05 - Someone I miss
I missed yesterdays post cause I was at a friends place to study, so I'll do 2 today to catch up.
Day 05 - Someone I miss
I just don't care anymore.
I actually miss an ex-bestie. We're not friends anymore and will never be. Nothing dramatic happened that ended our friendship, meaning it wasn't shit about jealousy, stealing someones man and sh*t like that. But on the later days she was just so gone and I was fed up and so we split up.
I miss her and the memories we had together because she was literally crazy and we brought each others craziness out. We went on so many random adventures, I have most of it all documented on my old blog btw. We would often just hang out after school in town to eat, talk, do some shopping, or the favorite: Go on adventures. Just go anywhere and discover whatever's there. Stockholm is a big city and there's lots to see.
She was a really typical Aries! Very passionate, had a huge, generous heart, strong opinions, argued, dared to do really crazy things (and trust me they were really crazy... Once, on a group presentation she climbed up on a table in front of the class and the teacher, and started her presentation by screaming and pointing out to the class "Eff you, you and you!!". And she had told nobody in the group about this. Not sure if the group grade got affected by this...). I mean, she loved me and I loved her, it really showed that we were a crazy pair. She is a really good friend with a huge heart but once she hates, she really hates and never forgive.
But she will always be in my mind and heart and it's sad that I'll never experience the same feelings and experiences again. Though it was frustrating in the end, it was surely hell of a nice time when we were friends.
Here we were walking to an abandoned place and it was raining. We didn't have an umbrella or anything to cover ourselves. So I just simply came up with this idea. Went to a grocery store, took these and BAM. Partially protected from the rain. :)
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Stunning Abandoned Stuff
Just stunning pictures of abandoned places and things:
Link, click here to get to the page.
http://news.distractify.com/dark/science/abandon-places/?v=1
Link, click here to get to the page.
http://news.distractify.com/dark/science/abandon-places/?v=1
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