My Proudest Work

So yeah, I've been feeling the worse lately. For my own mental health I needed to relax and focus my mind on other things. Doing art is something I enjoy. Since I don't see myself as a very skilled artist I figured I'd try something quite easy, and so I made this.

2 days of intense dedication. I'm quite proud, I'd say. I'm not fully satisfied with the whole piece but I'm too tired to work more on it.

The more time you invest in something, the better the results.

My art dedicated Instagram (here).

New shoes!

New badass shoes! They are surprisingly comfy!

NEW INSTAGRAM

I totally suck at updating my blog. I say this all the time, but I never change. I mean... What can I do? I am extremely busy. Being an adult ain't sweet.

Anyway, I'm posting this to show that I'm alive and I have a new Instagram that I'm working on! I've finally decided to put some extra effort, thought and practice onto my creative side. For years I've been putting my creative side aside, but lately my creativity has been itching and knocking on my brain to produce some art. So here's my new IG dedicated to my handwork.

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< ---- This Instagram is also added on the side bar of my blog profile. <----

I still find my artwork to be somewhat... Private... This is a gate into something quite intimate to me. But I guess anyone who discover this place on their own can stay.

Stockholm Visit

I was at home in Stockholm for a short visit. I came in hopes of the stupid hot air balloon flight that, of course, never happened because of the bad weather. Whatever.

I met Sauma, we hung out shortly but the main thing for this visit was to meet Diäänuh again! I don't think we've met since February. Damn, I've missed her! Even t hough we fought, but we still love each other and it was so nice to meet her again and just chat and gossip. Then we went off to Göta! 

Team pretty bitches

Dat 17, 18, 19

Day 17 - Something that fascinates me

Paranormal, supernatural... Creepy, inexplainable things. Creepy things we can't explain. I have a whole encyclopedia of things like this on my book shelf. I don't dare to read it at times. 

Day 18 - My dream job

Live life and get paid for it. Nah, let's be more realistic. My ultimate dream have always been to become an austronaut... Yeah.. I don't know. 

Otherwise, something more likely to happen, and more realistic to strive for, is to work at a high tech, crazy lab. Working with dangerous components, or things that are forbidden... A lab that will spice up the time spent in there. I'm not interested at woking in labs with biosafety 4 (the most secured level, where agents such as Ebola are handled in), but more like... I don't know. Speaking of forbidden stuff, drugs. I want a masters in toxicology, I guess that's my current dream job. Working with toxic substances and study on how they affect the human body and the environment. 

Day 19 - This is always in my bag

Medicine for general symptoms, fever, aches and such. I also carry a lip balm everywhere. Yeah, that's about it. Not much more. 

Day 16 - This makes me cry

I'm finally catching up on this 31 days list, and now I'm back on track.

Day 16 - This makes me cry

I rarely cry, except for when it comes to that thing, which I won't ever talk about on this blog because it's private. Otherwise emotional, strong, inspiring things makes me shed a tear quite easily, but only when I'm alone and seeing these things. Things that touches your soul, that inspires you to dream big, that pulls you out of your shit pit. That's the stuff that makes me cry. 

There are several things like this that makes me cry but the easiest that most people know of is Katy Perry's Firework song and video, that stuff makes me cry when I focus on the lyrics and watch the video. 

Day 13, 14, 15

Day 13 - A moment I'll never forget

Hahah, probably the moments when I get the messages from the teachers when I passed the exams. Especially chemistry and medical microbiology. Because I had the lowest expectations, I was ready to accept an F, but miracles happen. 

Day 14 - Three places I wanna visit

1. Canada

2. Dracula's castle in Romania

3. USA

Yeah, quite boring answers.

Day 15 - Five pictures from 2012

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This was like in Mars. I remember, at this point of my life, I was moving on from the break up I had in February. I remember my sadness but I was moving on.

This was during early summer. The first time I met Malin again. We went to this abandoned hotel, that is now gone...

Me and Kk don't care, we do whatever we want. We hid from class and played cards at this time, I think

On my birthday, when I turned 18. Party at Viper Room

2012 was the year I put more of my soul into my interest in abandoned places and I found some this year