Sunday, November 30, 2014

Dreamhack Winter 2014

I went to Dreamhack 2 days ago and made a video about it right here. DH is the world's largest LAN party/digital festival and it's happening right in this lil' city of Sweden - Jönköping. Lots of fun, a real heaven for gamers.


Saturday, November 22, 2014

Swedish Post: Platser ingen bryr sig om längre

O du vackra övergivna värld. Jag är ju galet förtjust över övergivna platser och här är en artikel från GP om några av de vackraste övergivna platser i världen. Det finns ju något så magiskt med övergivna platser, något så vackert och samtidigt skräckinjagande, mystiskt.


Länk: http://www.gp.se/bostad/1.2553568-platser-ingen-bryr-sig-om-langre


Friday, November 21, 2014

Acute Subdural Hematoma

"An 83-year-old woman developed an acute subdural hematoma—when blood accumulates between the brain and its outer covering (the dura)—from a potentially fatal fall. To save her life, Dr. Carlos A. Rodríguez-Alvarez surgically removed part of the bone from her skull to get access to her brain in what is known as a craniotomy. Once that was done, he performed a subdural evacuation by removing the blood clot with irrigation.
WARNING: This video is not for the squeamish.

Did you get that? Not for the squeamish.

Okay. You can watch it now."



Vad Jimmie Åkesson gör under utbrändheten

I just think this video is hilarious of Jimmie Åkesson. It's in Swedish.


Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Stephen Hawking, funneh

A funny interview with S. Hawking, it's funny throughout the whole video! Check it out! :D


Fancy Ass Tea Cup

I have bought a tea cup, finally I can feel more fancy drinking the stuff. It took a long time to find this clear glass cup but I was very happy when I found it and the price was good too.

The buns are from my landlord, they are extremely yummy!



Tech g33k

Warning: geek talk.

Lately I've been into geek mode. I've rooted and flashed a custom ROM to my cellie. Those who don't know what "root" and "custom ROM" are, this is Android talk. Rooting= Apple's "jailbreak".

Rooting gives you full access and control of functions that were not available in the normal factory phone that you first got when you bought your phone.

Custom ROM: your phone is equipped with a "stock ROM", which is what you have from the factory. A custom is made from developers and they provide different ROMs for different purposes on the phone, depending on what you want and like, you can choose whatever you want. A custom ROM have better features (e.g. longer battery life, "better" user interference, etc.) than the original stock ROM.

Anyway, not gonna go further into this geek talk, but basically it's like hacking your phone, going outside of the manufacturer's works in order to customize, fix and trix, enhance stuff, etc. THAT'S WHY I LOVE ANDROID! And by the way, this is totally legal.

So YEAHHH, I've been flashing (installing) Cyanogen 11 (CM11) custom ROM and am now running Android 4.4 KitKat, even though my phone model never got an official update from Android, they stopped releasing updates after Jelly Bean 4.3.

Untz untz. At first I flashed a nightly ROM, which was a pain in the arse! So I switched to a snapshot and this one is way more stable, which is exactly what it should provide. But it's missing a month's of updates, I don't know, nor haven't seen anyone knowing about this month's update of the snapshot, so I'm running on the Oct. ROM.




E.g. this pic above, can you normally have this big of a pattern lock? Nah, didn't think so. Thanks to custom ROMs you can have it.



Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Major Life Changes

I don't think I regret doing anything. Some major things seem hard and very regretful, but when I think about them they don't actually seem that horrible. It all depends on how you look at the situation. What is meant to be, will happen. 

I have a love-hate feeling toward my home city Stockholm. Love: because I was born and raised in Stockholm, that's where my home is, my roots, my life. On the other hand, why do I hate Stockholm? Because my home, my roots, my life is there. Love-hate.

I am 20 years old or 20.5 (remember how you used to add that 0.5 as a kid?), and I've spent 19 years of my life in Stockholm. The last two years, before I moved to another city, were so crazy to me. I usually think that my transition to 18 years of age symbolizes the huge door that I walked through. It was a magical day for me, too magical. It was a Friday and I already planned to go out clubbing, and that's what I did. It was hell a lot of fun, I also had my first hangover in the form of only having diarrhea the day after, and ever since then I've never had diarrhea again, despite my "clubbing career". Anyway, that party feeling was majorly fun and so I started going out ever.single.weekend. Literally. And that's how I also stumbled upon this thing that would make me traumatized.

It was still hell a lot of fun with the night life, life was playing with me, on the other hand shit was going down. My mental health was being broken down. This thing that broke me down goes hand in hand with the party evenings. It also goes hand in hand with the rest of my life at that time. That, now that was how the bad memories were formed.

All I see, the last two years of my high school life, in a way, traumatized me.  

All the memories, the places, the people, everything remind me of the life I used to live back then. Hell, even the train stations make me sentimental. I've been in every corner of Stockholm, I've been almost everywhere and any place I visit will remind me of my high school life.

Actually... The reason why I feel very sad about Stockholm and all it's places is because I have realized I will never experience all the amazing feelings and things I did back then. Seriously, those last years were the greatest I've had so far. And the best people I hung out with aren't in my life anymore. That is the saddest part, the best company in my life so far are gone...

So when I visit Stockholm I can only stand the place for a short time, I can't do more because it hurts too much. I even become sad writing about this.



And that is the reason I moved. I wanted to start all over again, I wanted to get out of there, erase the memories from my mind (but they will forever stay in my heart). And as I've moved to another city to be on my own I've realized one more thing, or, I've always had the interest since high school started but: I can't stand Sweden. I gotta move out of this beautiful country because I feel that Sweden is slowly but steady becoming a love-hate country of mine too. There's too much shit here. Shit: meaning too many memories that make me too emotional and I don't like that at all. I can't walk around all day being sad when I think of my life and what used to be.

I know that someday, I will move abroad. 

And here's the deal of this post: I sometimes ask myself if I did the right decision of moving back to this current city or would it be better if I had stayed in Uppsala when I got accepted to the university, because it's way more closer to home-Stockholm than where I am now. I am as far away from Stockholm as I could ever be. But my answer would be no: I do not regret this.

Even though times are hard and my mental health is truly being tested on, I still would prefer this than going back to Stockholm, or live close to that area. No regrets.

Stepping out of your comfort zone will truly make you grow as a person. In so many ways. So many, and you will learn tons of things about yourself. E.g. I learned that I will never be able to cook stuff for myself, I need someone to do it for me. I hate cooking and I don't do it often. :P

Be adventurous about life, go out there, experience things, don't regret anything because everything has a purpose, but you just gotta realize what that purpose is.

I've been through the shittiest shit, I am mildly depressed, but on the other hand, I still have a thirst for life and I have dreams I am working on.

Step out of that comfort zone.


What Wifi Sounds Like

Something so cool and awesome, check this out, what wifi sounds like! 



Monday, November 10, 2014

Last post: Day 20-31 - Where do you see yourself in 10 years

I am very sorry, I still suck at completing this list, but hey, I'm finishing it all in this one post!

Day 20 - This song makes me feel good
I actually don't really have a song that makes me feel good. Though I do enjoy listening to Bubble Pop - Hyuna when doing no. 2 in the bathroom. That makes me more comfortable. 





Day 21 - Someone/something I admire
There aren't really someone I admire either... I have one person that I find myself respecting a lot. I barely know her but the way she carries herself is very much admirable. I can't tell who she is, but she's not a celeb or anything like that. Just a regular person, but she has indirectly influenced me. 

Day 22 - My bad sides
I don't know what my bad sides are... Can someone tell me? I find myself being too naive sometimes, at least back in the days. That I would consider a "bad side" of mine that I am not very fond of. 

Day 23 - My type of humour
Immature (poop jokes), sick humour that will make you very uncomfortable (maybe stuff like Shane Dawson does, even though I don't watch him regularly)... I don't know, and then I laugh when people get hurt emotionally and physically, e.g. if someone falls or people joke about someone's death in a funny way, I'd laugh and then feel sorry.

Day 24 - This is what I used to look like

Oh god... This is what I used to look like when I was a teenager between 8-9th grade. I had synthetic dreads that I made myself and fluffy legwarmers with platform boots.










Day 25 - My type of music
It has shifted a lot through the years but today I listen mainly to mainstream pop and such. I barely listen to house anymore, which I used to do a lot like 1-2 years back. But I enjoy artists like INNA, Alexandra Stan, Hyuna (K-pop) and other random songs.

Day 26 - Something that makes me feel good
When I ace an exam. 
Nah, but in the long run, that'd probably be doing good art. I really enjoy doing art and putting time and effort into a piece. A few posts back (in this blog) I showed one piece that was very detailed and I really enjoyed working on it. I have more pieces that I enjoy but the proudest one is that thing with a gas mask. 

Day 27 - Your positive sides
I see myself as a bitter person. I don't know... I am a good listener. I am thankful for being somewhat ambitious with my life, I crave for things in life and I am curious of people and things in this world, even though I loathe people, humans. It's a weird combination there. 

Don't ask me questions about my identity! I become so confused when I start to think! I am a confused person at this point of my life, uh-kay?! 

Day 28 - My favorite movie
I have a few but Insidious is a good one because the horror in that one isn't like the rest of the movies in the horror genre. This one doesn't have blood and splatter and that boring stuff. This one is psychological and out of the box. My type of horror.

Day 29 - If this was my last day
I've had this one asked before. I would tell all my loved ones to chillax and that I am happy to go away. Something in that manner. I don't care of my life going away, I care more for those who love me. That's the problem. 

Day 30 - My biggest celeb. crush
I've had celeb crushes when I was a teen but now that I am older I've never had any. I had the weirdest crushes... Buckethead (bad ass guitar player) and Joey Jordison (drummer of Slipknot and guitar player of Murderdolls) 

 Joey Jordison when he was in Murderdolls 

 Jordison in Slipknot

Buckethead


Day 31 - Where do you see yourself in 10 years
Hopefully have reached my goals and dreams when it comes to work related stuff. A well payed job and doing what I enjoy and am interested in. Right now: working with science.

And living with dogs and no children. 

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Android In My Heart

Android is king!!



I like how this one is supposed to be like a CPU

First Vlog: Showing the PC updates, on YouTube

I have made a short vlog and have uploaded it on YouTube but somehow I couldn't find it here on Blogspot, so instead, for now, here's the link:

I also added a new category on the (left) side: "Vlog".





Thursday, November 6, 2014

Abandoned Old Weapon Factory

These are the entrances to an abandoned weapon factory. Unfortunately it's heavily locked and difficult to enter, even though there's several entrances. I really hope and wish for this place to "open" again, as it used to do. Kinda doubt it though, oh well... I'm in love with it though.

All pictures are taken by me.





The pic above is a well of some sort. I thought it could be an entrance but it was filled with water down there... Disappointing.



Lab: Blood Grouping

Today we had our first lab from this new course: Laboratory Methods In Transfusion. We have 7-8 practical ĺabs and 3-4 lectures. We've never had it this way before. Anyway, first lab today and we did blood grouping, you know, the ABO-grouping.



Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Embrace Poop And Farts! Foops!

I don't know about you guys but I find poop and farts really funny. I always laugh a bit extra than other people around me when people do anything related to poops and farts, either by talking about it, mentioning it or doing it.

Let's use a word covering poop and farts together: Foops. (And I'm talking about poop and farts separately, not when you think you gotta fart and poop comes out.)

It just seems like people are too embarrassed to perform these natural needs or that it's too disgusting talking about them. All natural things are embarrassing, have you thought about it? Everything about our bodies are disgusting and emarrassing, even though we all carry this stuff in our bodies and we all perform the same stuff: pooping, farting, peeing, having 6, puking, eating snot (not erryone), etc.

I think we should embrace foops already in the early stages of a relationship with someone, either a friend or partner or anyone, even your dog! The earlier we embrace and mention foops the easier it is to cope with it when we actually have to foop in front of anyone. It won't be as emarrassing! Why? Because you've already joked about it a hundred times before, and once it happens, it's just really funny! "The seal has been broken!". Now you can naturally fart or say that you gotta take a dump without feeling embarrassed, ecstacy my baby, cause it's all really, damn, funny, by now. And less disgusting.

Now you can run around like a happy and free 5 year old with a poop hat and fart on people's faces and laugh your ass off from their disgusted face expressions.

And that's how you make things less embarrassing in the long run.

Poop is cute, poop is misunderstood, poop just wants to be free.


Monday, November 3, 2014

New Platform Shoes

So... I received these babies in the mail! Though I'm not sure when to use them.. :P

Sunday, November 2, 2014

PC Work & A Bit of An Update

Lately I've been so damn busy with different stuff. But let's do a short recap of what's been going on lately. I've had an exam in molecular biology which me and Leo immediately went back to our gaming sessions afterwards. We've been gaming Mario Kart, Sonic Adventure 2, "Contra" and Mario Bros. Basically just gaming before and after the exam week. We played like 5-7h straight after the exam and ended the evening with McDonkie food, at least for my part. Anyway, really nice quality friendship time.

This weekend has been spent on building my computer, at least changing chassi. I wanted to change the old one because I got fed up with the nosie it caused. It's quite horrendous when you think about it. So I bought Define R4 chassi and thought it'd make a difference since it's superb with isolation. Hah, hell no.. It didn't make any major difference actually, because my video card is a damn pain in the as*. That stuff is what makes the noise. So... I'm not completely done with my built but hopefully soon it'll be complete.

It's really fun to build computers. All the details and technical stuff, really my cup of tea. However, things always manage to screw up and give me problems when I build. This time it's not because anything got destroyed but more like... The components suck...

Whatever. Here's a picture of my new chassi with some of the componens in it. Not really the flashiest, since I'm not a hardcore PC gamer. But it's enough for my usage.

This picture is however "old". I've made some adjustments in there. I've removed the "upper hard drive holder" for more free space and for a lil' better air flow in the whole box.

But for now I won't use my PC without a video card because everything feels like I'm running on Windows 97 again, so I'm on my laptop. Very uncommon grounds for a PC fan.